I have no idea what is wrong with me.
Sometimes, you've got to stop blaming others, take a large step back, and look at yourself.
This is what I'm going to do. Mental health is actually a 'thing', and it's quite possible that it applies to me.
Depression.
Bipolar.
Those are real illnesses, and they deserve the same attention and respect as any other illness.
I hope I will get through this.
